My friend Spencer Smith is working on a very brave project for his Thesis and I wanted to share it with as many people as possible - check it out and help him out by contributing or by sharing this with your friends. If you disagree with it, then just keep it to yourself because the negativity isn't welcome here and will get you nowhere. People need to share their stories.

Here's the Facebook link:
http://www.facebook.com/group.php?gid=140586219292320#!/group.php?gid=140586219292320&ref=mf

Here's the link to the blog:
http://queerperspectives.blogspot.com/

Tears streaming gently down your face
I stare hidden in the shadows
You know not that I can see you
Yet I see and cry my pain
Help I cannot offer
And help, from me, you will not take
So I sit in painful silence
Heart breaking at every tear
I wish for just to help you
To be trusted with your thoughts
I don’t ask for you to love me
For I know now that’s too much to ask
My tears are my reminder
Of the pain I hold inside
My sobs are my reminder
Of the emotions I can’t escape
You say that no one likes you
You say that no one cares
I’d give everything for you
But you don’t see me standing here
You look right through me
Past my tears and past my pain
My sobs are never heard
And my cries are never noticed
I’ve learned to just ignore them
My feelings must not be real
These tears I cry
These pleas I make
All hidden within my walls
I see your tears and beg to help
But I’m pushed away again

Beautiful Disaster

He drowns in his dreams
An exquisite extreme I know
He's as damned as he seems
And more heaven than a heart could hold
And if I try to save him
My whole world would cave in
It just ain't right
Lord, it just ain't right

Oh and I don't know
I don't know what he's after
But he's so beautiful
He's such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and laughter
Lord, Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster

He's magic and myth
As strong as what I believe
A tragedy with
More damage than a soul should see
But do I try to change him
So hard not to blame him
Hold me tight
Hold me tight

Oh and I don't know
I don't know what he's after
But he's so beautiful
He's such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
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Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster

I'm longing for love and the logical
But he's only happy, hysterical
I'm searching for some kind of miracle
Waited so long..
Waited So long.

He's soft to the touch
But frayed at the end he breaks
He's never enough
And still he's more than I can take
Oh and I don't know
I don't know what he's after
But he's so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster